Pushing through

So lately, I’ve been dealing with a lot. I just recently moved from my home for the first time. I am an hour away from my family and friends.

It’s been pretty tough trying to get through. I’ve been looking for a job while trying to get myself ready for my bachelors degree and it’s a lot of stress and work.

On top of all that my love life is a giant fucking mess.

I’ve been depressed and haven’t had much motivation to do anything. I haven’t wanted to do anything but sleep.

It has come to the point where I’m just calm about everything. It feels like my functions have shut down on me and all I am able to feel is numb.

I’ve dealt with depression before but not to this extent. This is a whole new sort of feeling.

Who knows what my future will hold.

I just want to be happy again and live my life.


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