I want to talk about something that’s been on my mind lately.
I’ve been experiencing this unknown and uncharted feeling and it’s been driving me to the brink of insanity.
Sometimes I wonder how someone can even exist.
How one person can make you feel so incredibly overjoyed.
It’s almost as if you’re high.
Just simply thinking of that person overwhelms you with giddy.
My heart speeds up when he looks at me with those big gorgeous eyes.
Lately, I find myself daydreaming. I make up scenarios in my head. Like watching a little movie play in my head of the two of us.
We connect so well. I feel like I’ve known him for so long.
I’ve never felt this way before and I don’t know how to handle it.
I think about him way too much.
His laugh gets put on replay in my mind and I can’t seem to get it out.
When I think of him I get completely and utterly flustered.
He has broken down all of my walls and defenses. It was so easy for him. He just pushed himself straight through them with no problems. He makes it seem like I had none up at all.
It’s so fucking hard not to feel like this.
Like I’m losing my mind.
He makes me want to be my best self. I’m so motivated and full of life with him.
I thrive with him.
When we’re together I never want the moment to end.
Sometimes I wish there was a pause button that I could press so I could stare at him forever.
Around him, I feel comfortable enough to show all of my vulnerabilities.
I feel safe around him. When he hugs me I know that he’ll protect me.
He knocks the breath right out of my chest.
And this feeling.
This certain feeling.
Is the best feeling in the world.